No.27442
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1 day ago
JammingScientist
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So tired of people running away from me like I'm a criminal
Rant
I went into this area of the student center at my university, where a lot of people go and study and work on things. I was literally just minding my own business and just found an quieter, less crowded area, found an empty table and took out my laptop to starting working. I didn't even look at anyone because I don't like the faces of disgust they make when they have eye contact, so I kept my eyes lowered.
And the girl who's table I happened to sit behind turned around and looked straight at me, like I was the most disgusting thing she'd ever seen, and immediately picked up her books and stuff and moved away. Like damn, I know I'm ugly and black but wtf. You'd think I brandished a knife at her or that I was literally walking around with a giant gun on my back or something.
I hate when people do this. They always stand far away from me at the bus stop and keep looking back at me like I'm about to murder them. Or they avoid sitting next to me on the bus and prefer to stand or ask someone to move their stuff when the bus gets full(which ngl is kinda nice though sometimes cuz then I have more room lol).
Or they turn around and look straight at me and tell their friend or something that they feel uncomfortable and move their things. Or I'll walk into the library or something and theyll change seats at the same table so they're facing away from me instead of towards me. Or at night, theyll run away from me and keep looking back at me in fear to make sure I'm not following
I hate being so ugly and I don't want to make people feel unsafe. I don't even try to look threatening, I literally wear glasses, am relatively small (61.5 cm and about 50kg), I wear non threatening clothing like disney sweaters, etc. But I guess since I'm ugly, I MUST be a mass murderer in normies minds (and no it's not racism because they don't do it to other people, but I do think the mix of being both ugly AND dark makes it worse).